The little embabies of ours did not stick.
We lost them. For good.
Dr. D was upset. Everything we did was perfect. Still we are back at square one. Back at the beginning.
I cannot begin to explain how I feel.
I broke down hard...really hard when I received the news and after almost 24 hours or crying and not being able to sleep properly, now my eyes and face is swollen.
Today I have decided to return to my office and immerse myself at work. Did help a bit...so far so good...no breaking down...no tears...just a achy pain in my heart.
Pictures of babies make me sick right now....I know that sounds awful but it does. It makes me sick and make me all teary.
Life is cruel that way.
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