tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-368788572012-01-19T08:24:25.157+08:00A peek into the trials and tribulations of an Ex-Bridezilla.Lynn a.k.a.Mama Ghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16709723439536644881noreply@blogger.comBlogger4911100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36878857.post-31930830014788423002012-01-18T16:29:00.000+08:002012-01-18T16:29:37.212+08:00

WE ARE HAVING A GIRL!!! *happy dance* dont get me wrong, we would love a boy too but for our first born we i wanted a girl :) As long as baby is happy safe and healthy I guess we are also bless that way. We are saying 99% sure of a girl for now... things can grow...lol Funny story. While we were doing the scan,  Dr D ask if we wanted girl or boy and we say like what any other parents would

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We have finally reach our 12 weeks mark into pregnancy. Everything is looking well at this stage. Not much drama except for some uncontrollable gagging, pregnancy fatigue, dizziness, peeing non stop and 2 weeks of full on flu. We went in for our routine check up with Dr D yesterday and lil bub was as excited to greet us. He/She was literally doing jumping jacks in my belly. Scared me a while

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18 OCT 2011 Myself and hubs don't believe in miracles... but a miracle happened to us. WE ARE PREGNANT!! No drugs, no IVF, no injections, nothing just au natural. It would take me 3 months to post this up but I just wanna jot everything down first incase preganancy brains kicks in. It all happened on 18th October 2011, 3 days after my 32nd birthday. I have been late for two months and I have

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I turned 32 last weekend! and celebrated our 5th wedding anniversary! So what if we don't have kids. Being a D.I.N.K .is pretty awesome. *D.I.N.K = Double Income with No Kids *wink*

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Aunt Flo is late for 5 days. Highly suspect I missed ovulation yet again! No eggs released to the uterus?? Gonna give it another week and if Aunt Flo does not show up, its Dr D's office. How to get pregnant naturally like that? This sucks ass.

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It's September already??!! Bangkok and Hua Hin for the last one week was a blessing. It did clear my mind a lot and I am thankful for the trip. Gave me a lot of me time to reflect. Being back in Penang again and seeing the evidence of my IVF was a bit heartbreaking but not as bad as what I used to feel. I guess it will always have a scar. I am OK. sore, but OK

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Time flies..it has been one week since we found out that we were not pregnant. And it has been a tough week. Thank goodness I have a great support system...family, friends and strangers. I can't thank them enough! I admit, I still break down when I am alone. Hubs talks sense into  me everyday when he sees me about to succumb to tears. I guess this kinda grief takes time to heal. So I am not

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Aunt Flow came and that confirmed that our 3 embabies are really gone. GONE. They will not be babies, just 3 round cells with hubby's and my DNA inside that ceast to exist and will be pass out as my menses, and this sickens me...seriously feel like throwing up thinking about it. I am still in a state of blurness... this morning hubs caught me staring out the kitchen window with a blank look and

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The little embabies of ours did not stick. We lost them. For good. Dr. D was upset. Everything we did was perfect. Still we are back at square one. Back at the beginning. I cannot begin to explain how I feel.  I broke down hard...really hard when I received the news and after almost 24 hours or crying and not being able to sleep properly, now my eyes and face is swollen. Today I have decided

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Now I am back home serving my bed rest after the embryo transfer. It went really well except my ovaries are swollen as I have mild OHSS and slight UTI due to holding my blader while the procedure was performed . Out of the 10 fertilised eggs we manage to have 6 little embabies :) all Grade 4 and Grade 3, which is satisfactory...so we transferred 3 little ones and froze the other 3. And now we

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Two days leading up to my retrieval, I was in pain, I could not walk, I was so bloated, my back ache like hell. On the day of my retrieval, I was so happy. I could not take the pain in my ovaries anymore. My retrieval was at 9am and I was in the OT by 8am. Once again I find myself full of fear but I know this needed to be done. Nurse J gave me a numbing jab on my bum and I was on my way to

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This month is all about eggs. And I have 13 of egg follicles as of this morning! 13!!  Am very pleased with my ovaries :) Apparently nothing is wrong with my left ovary which we were worried about not responding to the drugs.  The left ovary happened to produce 7 egg follicles and the right ovary 6 egg follicles. The biggest follicle measured at 15mm and the smallest at 9.5mm, and Dr D is happy

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Have already started with my ovaries stimulation injections last Friday after my E2 level came back at 145. So its 225iu of Gonal F for  6 days and then its back to the clinic to see if my ovaries are responding to the drugs. And if they are, we should be able to see the eggies growing!! Today is day 4 of my Gonal F and I am still having my Suprefact shots every single day!. So its two jabs a

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Penang well known for food. And also DURIANS!! Dad happens to own a fruit orchard and it is only open once a year to family and friends to enjoy durians, rambutans, manggis and other tropical fruits. But durians are the main attraction. Dad's durians fruit only once a year and is totally organic and no chemical whatesoever... can be said that it is "wild". So every year during June to July

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I went in for my first ever acupuncture session yesterday. Apparently, IVF and acupuncture goes hand in hand. Studies from IVF experts from many clinics has shown that it will increase the success rate of IVF. I have been reading about acupuncture and IVF in these past few weeks, and in fact most of western IVF clinics recommend IVFers to try it. Funny how our own Malaysian clinics do not have

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It's a no go today for next phase of our journey :( My Estradiol hormone (E2) level is 225. We need to get it down below 189. So two more days of Suprefact for me and back for bloodwork on Friday, and hopefully by then my E2 will be where it is suppose to be and I will get started on the ovaries stimulation. This unfortunately means that we will push back our timeline a bit. Most probably we

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Oh oooo... Spoke too soon... I have jinx it! Headaches are back with a vengeance!

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To think that after almost two weeks of injections, I will be ok with it... but no, it hurts more now and I have given up counting my belly bruises. Not sure where to start as the belly is covered in blue and black bruises. How sexy! Will be going in for bloodwork and U/S tomm with Dr. D and also to collect my Suprefact refills and my stimulation needles. Somehow, I am no longer looking forward

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Today marks our 5th ROM Anniversary. Found this on my desk this morning... went to the toilet and cried...tears of joy plus too shy to let everyone in the office see me so emo. How time flies... does not even feel like 5 years ago. I am truly blessed to have this man as my husband. *heart flutters*

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Really craving for a hot creamy cup of goodness.

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Injection # 7 today! Still hurts but hubs sprayed the cooling anesthetic numbing spray and it did help - a bit. Aunt Flo came to visit so which means  confirm all system go with follicle stimulation shots next week. Things are progessing well so far except for the constant knocking and squeezing of my head and yes the hot flushes!! It is damn embarrasing... here I am sitting in a 20 degrees

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Injection #5 of Suprefact resulting in a mini emo breakdown. Don't ask me why, how, it just happen. One minute I was on the bed while the hubs was injecting me... when he was done, I started crying... today's injection was not painful, but it did end up a wee bit swollen. I broke down and sob like a baby. My head was thumping since I woke up ( damn the side effect) and I was just feeling like a

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We are finally in the next step of our IVF cycle. Long gone the BCP....I think it was the most painless part of IVF. Popping 1 tiny pill a day was easy peasy comparing to what I am begining to experience now. Let's see, last Friday arvo, we went in to see Dr. D and his team. We finally met our embryologist let's call her G. She was really nice and what she did was explained to us her role in the

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OMG I am the world's most impatient person! Finally today the wait is over and we can get on with the next part of our treatment... no more BCP and say hello to injections, BLOATING, crankiness, and belly bruises. 2 more hours and I will be heading to Dr. D's clinic and GET A MOVE ON!!!! So here I am sitting in my office, trying to finish my paperwork but my mind is not on work... how do IVFers

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I happen to stumble across this article on  Infertility Etiquette, and I was reading it and I was thinking that it would be nice to share with my readers on how to approach or talk to someone they know about infertility. It is a very thin line to thread on as topics of infertility and treatments are very sensitive. "Infertility is, indeed, a very painful struggle. The pain is similar to the grief

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1 more sleep and I will be at Dr. D's office tomorrow to recieve my protocols. ANXIOUS! Been reading a lot of IVF blogs about real women who goes through the hard journey of trying to conceive. I noticed a lot of these blogs are from women in western countries... I tried to find blogs from local Asian women but can't seem to even find any. TABOO to write about it?  Or maybe I have not been

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2 more sleeps and we will get to collect all my drugs for my injections. I hope the baseline u/s and bloodwork goes well. I told hubs last night that I am super anxious and scared at the same time... the worry pot in me is back half of a full force. I dare not imagine what it will do to my sanity. Hubs just told me not to think so much as it would just make me even worst with the anxiety build

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BACK to REALITY! After one week of over indulging in the most awesomest food in the entire galaxy - Thai food! Seriously CAN DIE! (also put on 1.5 kgs) still blaming the weight gain on the BCP. Being back in Bangkok was awesome, spend some time with the Osmans, ate like there is no tomorrow, max out the credit cards and was being massage like we were 1st Grade Kobe Beef cow. :) Did a quick

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feeling crap today... total CRAP... ultra sensitive to comments or slight sarcasm feel super bloated and fat teary still spotting for the 3rd day ( maybe I should call Dr. D) I am blaming it all on the medication. a very bad day :(

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I can't wait to have my breakfast here... ...and end the day cosying up to the hubs here... *pictures courtesy from sala khauyai resort* We will be heading to Bangkok this weekend to meet up with th Osmans who happens to be having a holiday there, to eat and shop and to have a mini getaway at the province of Khao Yai. Khao Yai National Park is the largest and oldest national park in Thailand.

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I never tought that I will ask myself this question. A new Chanel bag or IVF? I have invested in many Chanel babies so now I guess I have to go with a real life one. So I am giving up the latest bag. DUH!! Yes it sounds crazy... a bag cost the same as a test tube baby. The more I think about it the more weird it becomes. How can a person compare a bag to a baby... technically both have

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It is kinda weird in a person's life how we grow up and suddenly priorities changes. All this is happening to me. I started out as a clueless teenager, getting myself involve in mischiefs with my girlfriends to graduating with two degrees, to getting married to my uni sweetheart to partying like there is no tomorrow and now, all settled down and ready to start a family naturally but failed.

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Aunt Flo came to town full blast and it was time for me to visit Dr D for the start of our first IVF cycle. It was bitter sweet, exciting and a bit sad that we have to go through IVF. Hubs and I went if for our first blood work and I went in for an internal scan. Finally a piece of good news since all this treatments started. The polyps that was found previously has reduced in size and that

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So,my beta hCG came back with a BIG FAT NEGATIVE! As expected. I did not cry or feel much. Could it be that I am mentally more prepared for this failure? So on to the next stage of our journey : IVF. After spending time talking with Dr. D and discussion with hubs, we have decided to give Dr. D a try with IVF and if it fails we will then consider going over to Bangkok. So we will be jumping into

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I have been crying a lot these pass few months. Sometime emotional, some are sad, some are dissapointment, some are  self pitiness but tears of joy are still missing. I hope soon I can shed a tear of two of joy. I started spotting 2 days ago, just a wee bit here and there, took a dip in a cup test yesterday and found it was still a negative. Cried buckets again after the spotting and the negative

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10 June 2011 Did a "pee on a stick" test this moring at 7 am! Of coz it was a negative... but I can't stop myself from doing that!! Siau d ! I'ts almost end of the day and I am feeling light headed, a bit dizzy, coughing a bit since last night... oh no I hope I am not coming down with something... seriously not funny if I am sick... took my temp this morning, slightly higher than normal but no

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I am telling you this waiting for two weeks is really driving me NUTS! COCONUTS! It is 8 days past my IUI procedure and I have 5 days more to wait before my blood test to see if I get a BFP! I have been doing weird things, for example, observing every single feeling, tingle, pain in my body in hopes that I will get a sign that I might be preggers. Of coz, if I were to take a preganancy test, it

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Updates! Did my IUI procedure after finishing 7 days of Gonal F injections. Dr. D found only one follicle (AGAIN) on the right ovary (AGAIN) , he is begining to suspect that my left ovary is not responding at all to all the stimulants. He also found that I have a 5mm polyps growing in my womb (AGAIN!). No cause for concern he said to me... but I know he is worried...and now I am worried also. But

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Day 2 of Gonal-F injection. Round 3 of ovarian stimulation and IUI. 3rd time is a charm.... let this saying be true. Emotionally still not very stable but slightly better. I wonder sometimes, how do people go through all these fertility treatment month after month with negative results and still keep on going? It is so tiring...emotionally, mentally and physically. I hope I can be as strong as

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BFN!!! Yups! We got a BIG FAT NEGATIVE on my blood test. Not pregnant!! Whoa...was I dissapointed... this time, the dissapointment is bad... I cried for the whole day...I was so sure that it will work... but it did not. Our first IUI that failed, I did not even cry... but man.... this time around I was in a mess for 2 days.... and then my Aunt Flow decided to rub salt into the deep wound by

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Last weekend hubby treated me to a 3days and 2 nights of pure BLISS of doing absolutely nothing straining or stressful. AWESOME! The Andaman was just a treat for me... since it was a low peak season, there was practically no one around. Located on Datai Bay of the Andaman Sea, the sea was calm, clean and the sand was mighty fine. The whole experience of being lazy and pampered starts from here. 

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I told a friend that I will only celebrate Mother's Day when I become a mom. Sounds so conceited rite... it shows my desperation of becoming a mummy... Of coz I do celebrate Mom's day... Last weekend we celebrated it in KL with my mom-in-law and yesterday we celebrate if with my mummy dearest. In conjunction with Mother's Day, I did my IUI procedure. This time it was much much bearable that the

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Just done with Dr. D at his clinic.After 7 days of Gonal - F injections, he found one (yes one again) very gorgeous looking follicle which is already big enough to hatch ( OMG ! I sound like a hen !) I was very surprise and so was he.  Anyhoos, he gave me a trigger shot Ovidrel to hatch the egg and tomorrow morning I am going in for my IUI procedure!! I am super excited! So there we go, after the

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Today I started with the first injection of Gonal F for ovarian stimulation. Hubs did it for me like a pro, but I could not help feeling a wee bit scared. Thank God I did not feel anything except for a tiny tiny pinch...in fact I could not even feel anything. Either hubs is really good or I am getting used to it. 6 more days of jabs before my next ultra sound to see if there are any follicle(s)

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So the AF is here for a visit, and that means I have to make a visit to Dr. D.  After much discussion with Dr. D, the hubs and I decided that we will try another round again provided that I have to be stress free and happy. So he prescribed me a 7 day shot of Gonal - F  for ovaries stimulation. So back to the needles and emotional roller coaster ride. This time I am ready for ya!! Bring it on!!!

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After 5 days of Duphaston, I would expect Aunt Flow (AF) to finally visit and get on with our injections and "horror"-mons medication, but nothing happen until today.... I feel a slight backache and a wee bit of cramping... part of me knows that AF is finally here but another part of me is thinking, could it be implantation bleeding and cramping? Things like this really drives me up the wall!!

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My doctor has been asking me to lose some weight in order to increase my chance in getting preggers. Many months of exercising and dieting I did not lose weight but gain weight instead.... maybe it's the muscle weight! Watever... And my doctor also told me to chill and relax... *rolls eyes* So about a month ago, my colleague when on this three month weight management program by Nu Skin - The

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Aiseh!  So I am not 5 weeks pregnant or even near to it! My egg/eggs went on a holiday! It was confirmed by the doctor that I did not ovulate last month hence the missed period. I am cleared of any thyroid problems and the internal scan shows that my lady bits are all doing well... just a slight problem where there is no ovaries activities! Where the hell did they go?? Maldives for some sun

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If I was pregnant today I would be technically 5 weeks. IF! This is becoming very very frustrating. We were suppose to start with our second injectables and IUI this cycle but my aunt flow is not here to visit! and she is late by 16 days. I took a pregnancy test about 2 weeks ago and it read negative and I told myself to wait... and this morning I took another test using the best test kit

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We have finally moved into our new home! But we still got lots to do...oh joy! I missed the old place A LOT! One thing I missed at the old place is NO mossies!!!! Seriously, living on landed house you with a garden in a tropical country is no joke... I have a variety of ants crawling, bugs, mosquitoes, spiders and CICAKS!!!! Loads of them! I try to keep them out of the house, so far so good. I

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So in love with the latest Alexander McQueen Britannia Punk Box! I love the colour! Very tempted but no more extra moolah for all unnecessary items :( Someone give me a big fat bonus please.

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The countdown to "moving day" has begun... Many things around the new house is not yet done to my expectations...am I freaking out?... a bit...but I think I will freak out more if by next Friday they do not handover the house to us! In the mean time, I will go get myself a hot stone massage and a nice long facial and maybe slip in pedicure and manicure this weekend in hopes that my stress level

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We are moving to our new house by the end of next week and this time around... I think I am more composed comparing to when we first move into our current condo. I guess maybe our new contractor/project manager/ID is much better and the tradesmen are also MUCH better. BUT, being me, I will always be nit picking on every single thing and calling the project manager like 20 times a day! But overall

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So the wait is finally over. Went in to take my blood test. Waited 2 hours (which seems like an eternity). Result: Negative - Dr. D told me "it's not good" That instant, my heart drops.... We are not pregnant. Somehow, I did not cry...I did feel really disappointed...and I did ask myself if I did anything wrong...maybe I was too tense, maybe this, maybe that... then again the chances of a 

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Missing since 4th Feb 2011, at night Name : Scottie (male) Breed : Shih Tzu Colour : Beige Age : 6 years old Area : Bukit Jambul, Penang Other features: -Partially blind due to cataract -Suffering arthritis -Currently is suffering from ear infection If you have seen or found Scottie, please contact Lynn on  04 658 2573 REWARD AWAITS FOR THE SAFE RETURN OF SCOTTIE

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....and the waiting game begins.... On Monday we went in for a scan and finally my follicle is big enough and so the doc prescribe me with Ovidrel for my final jab at night to induce the hatching of my one and only precious egg. Good !! no more Gonal-F injections every morning. Bad... coz the needle is slightly longer than the usual Gonal-F and more liquid means needle in me longer means oucchhh

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So it has been a week since I have been doing home injections to stimulate follicle growth and today we were at Dr. D's office for internal scan of the tiny little eggs. He found ONE ONLY. ONE! after all the injections I only have one which is usable. He said it is ok to have one, we don't wanna have multiples! But seriously ONE?? All our hope is on this one egg (which by the way is still not up

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We failed in making little Pablo or little Eva while "anni-mooning" in Argentina. Our fertility specialist Dr. D decided that taking Clomid and timed intercourse may not be suitable for us as we are rushing for time... my biological clock is ticking hard and loud and we wanna have more that one child before we turn 35 and we are already 32! Yesterday, we discussed with Dr D and we all decided

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Happy New Year! :) Our Argentina adventure was a blast FULLSTOP! I cannot begin to explain how in awe I am everyday I wake up to different views of the country. You have to be there in person, to stand there to see, smell, listen and soak everything in. Words and pictures alone cannot justify the beauty of Argentina.

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OK... been super duper busy with everything... from finalizing the new house, choosing wallpaper, puring over landscaping plans, prepping for year end reporting, to packing for our adventure holiday and the drama of extended PMS that was filled with anxiety and tears! Finally! I can breath and finish packing this weekend and go on my 24 hour plane ride to Argentina for 3 weeks of adventure! So

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I MADE IT!! I made it out alive from the operating theater! (waves hands in the air jumping up and down) I know very dramatic... try having someone gas you and poke you and burn you and pump air and water into you and God knows what else...before you judge me! :) Yea yea no biggie rite...  I am so happy I made it through the whole procedure and recovery! It will be 2 weeks this Friday since I was

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In less than 24 hours, I will be on the operating table! I decided to blog to see if it helps me calm my nerves and anxiety. A lot of people - family and friends have assured and reassured me over and over again that all will be ok...and I will come out from the OT just fine! BUT , I am freaking out... firstly, I have NEVER in my life gone for any surgery...NEVER...so imagine being out under GA.

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I have been running away from this day...and now, I can no longer run. The date is set, and I am going in for my overdue laparoscopic and hydroscopic surgery this Friday. Please pray for me that everything will go well... I am scared shit.

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My 31st Birthday came and gone just like that...and now I am officially in my 30s (being 30 on the dot is not "into" 30s). As always October is a hectic and full of festivities! First up, hubs and myself celebrated our 4th wedniversary with a nice piece of steak at Hard Rock. Nothing fancy, no hoo-haa, just a nice time. Then it was my BFF from KL getting married... two weeks of celebration!! and

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A year ago, I posted in my blog that we would be moving to a larger home... A year later, our larger home is still in the middle of renovation. And our pockets are waaayyyy lighter!! We dipped into our baby fund to "fund" our new home :) Ahh I can hear the disappointed sighs....but money can be earned and safe again... it's not like we are having a baby tomorrow! Next week would be hectic again,

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I am guilty!  I feel guilty for OVER indulging in my hobby of collecting bags! On my recent trip to Hong Kong, I contributed to their country's economy and yes, hubs once again was not a happy man cause there is no longer anymore space to store my growing collection of bags. We are actually fighting for space as he is now collecting Star Wars die cast models. To date he has 70 models at home!!! I

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3 weeks since we came back from Melbourne, and we have been super max busy. The minute we got back, non-stop working, non-stop meetings. And our weekends is filled with family obligations and meeting friends and house renovations and furniture hunting...and now...we are travelling again for 2 whole weeks for more meetings! We have not stayed home for more than 5 days in a row... might as well

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It has been 3 months exactly since we came back to Melbourne and tomorrow, we will be heading back to Malaysia. And today, hubs and me officially signed our lives to each other four years ago... my my how time flies! Next thing you know, we will be old and wrinkly...with no gigi. And when we are back in Malaysia, our schedule will be jam pack!! The next half of the year will be filled with moving

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World Cup 2010 just ended 2 hours ago...nope, I did not stayed up for it but I woke up at 7am ( Melbourne time) just in time for the one and only goal of the final!...Poor hubs, he stayed up the whole night and morning just for the game. Anyhoo, I am not any big fan of any kinda of sports, even if it is the hype of the year, and no Paul the octopus does not impress me...I net he taste good on a

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Wow...it was like Australia totally swallowed me and I disappeared from the face of the earth! But hey I am back to torment you...my readers with more of my daily BS. The last two months back in Melbourne was a busy time for us... so I will quickly "brief" on the important events. My aunt and my cousin sister and her little baby Sarah moved in with me for 1 1/2 months. So you can imagine how busy

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We are getting out of the Malaysian heat and back to Melbourne TOMORROW!!  Yes! The time has come again for our annual migration/hibernation. 3 months of alone time back in our cosy home on Pinto. I actually have been super duper busy, with the new house renovation, office dramas, traveling...and what not...until I don't even have time to meet up with my friends! Social suicide if I decide to

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Have you ever cheated in a relationship? I HAVE!!!  And they found out about each other... So yesterday, I went to color my hair, and my colorist, Margaret asked me who cuts my hair now ( she used to cut my hair but then I decided to go back to my old "haircutter")... I casually lied to her and said I got it done in Bangkok or during one of my trips back in KL. So mah ok loh... in walks Jason (

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It was AWESOME! - @ the 5 Sisters wreck -FULLSTOP It was faneffingtastic!!  I had so much fun diving in Tenggol that I was so sad to leave...and I could not stop talking about it and smiling about what I experience and the people I met. *still smiling* So ok, let me tell you about the whole trip. We started driving from Penang  to Dungun using the Grik - Pasir Puteh route, and according to

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This time tomorrow, we will be on our way to Pulau Tenggol off the state of Terengganu! Driving from west to east of the country would be the first for us and I gotta admit, I am kinda anxious about it cause I heard the highway is not that "well kept" comparing to the north-south highway. I have also sourced out the best place in Kuala Terengganu for their famous nasi dagang and keropok lekor and

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I survived! Now I am officially a license PADI Open Water Diver! *proud face* Day 1 of my open water dive was scary! My 1st dive  ( 12m) we descend with my instructor using line descend, where I get to hold on to the anchor line to go down. I was overwhelmed  with my surroundings...so many many many fishes!!! (unlike in my contained water dive , it was just four walls) During my 1st and 2nd dive,

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This weekend we will be going for our very 1st open dive with our instructor. So naturally I have a few concerns... like forgetting to breath, ascend to fast etc... one of my many small worries includes bumping into fishes. I ask hubs Me: eh wanna ask u something. when we go diving rite what if we have collision with the fishes??will they get injured ? Hubs: then immediately take the fish's

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I have always wanted to go scuba diving...it was like something I need to do before I hit 30. Well I hit 30 last year and I will still be 30 until October. So hubs and myself decided to go ahead and take up Open Water Diving course. Today, I breath underwater for the very FIRST time! *clap clap* How was it? Daunting! OK, I am a worry pot...and I think too much...about the worse possible thing

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So Chap Goh Meh is finally over... which marks the end of Chinese New Year for 2010. My CNY this year was pretty cool... hot. LITERALLY! So hot that I have to take cold showers 4-5 times a day ( note that I hardly/never take cold shower...I am pampered like that!) It started out as any normal decent Malaysian Chinese would start their new year celebration.... Gambling! Yes...we love to gamble and

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Will be going back to Pee Jay tomorrow for Chinese New Year...but that does not mean I don't decorate our house...so this year I decor a bit bit la....   I think I have turn into a big time Aunty loh... I follow all the Chinese traditions... got the red cloth, and all the pantang larang thingy... I call it preserving our culture... hubs calls it "nothing better to do" wtf rite! Anyhoos... Happy

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"A Home Away From Home" that is the tag line for newly open cosy little boutique hotel tucked away from the stresses of the city life, by the beach at Tanjung Bungah. Last night, hubs and me got invited to "go look see look see" at the opening of CHYMES. This little hideaway is open by my wedding planners ( Touching Hearts) together with some of their associates.  So so...when we arrived, we were

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Last night, I decided to make roasted chicken breast and roasted vegies... coz I am kinda sick of marinating chicken...so I decided to go simple... I started by lining my baking pan with carrots, broccoli,garlic and bay leave...to create a "rack" for my chicken so all the yummy juices will drip down and coat my vegies. Then...I rub lotsa fresh sea salt and black pepper on both side and drizzle

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It has been a while since I posted up any pics of my "activities" So I shall "spam" this entry with my face!  Went all the way out for Halloween  Played poker   Ate junkfood Played ridiculous amount of WII   Chillin @ home     Attended Lennard and Irene's wedding - all glam up ala Gossip Girl (yes we never grow up!)     Party like mad cow with my girlies.  Celebrated Deb's 30th and..

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I don't do wet markets! First of all, its wet. Second of all, its smelly. Third of all, they don't have price tag (sure kena chop chop chop one ). Note: I am a hypermarket /supermarket person - except for when I am back in Melbourne coz its clean there!) *I had to clarify myself so I don't appear snotty* Unfortunately, I had to go to the wet market yesterday... yes... I dragged the hubs along...

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"tong toh rong tong- chiang, tong toh roong tong chianggg" It's just next week!! DIE! choy choy choy....kenot say D.I.E. it's going to be Chinese New Year...and it's the Year of the Tiger ( a fab year for people born in the year of the Goat) What have you prepared so far? As for me... well, I finished "pau-ing" ang pau packets and we finally finish buying all or CNY necessities and halfway spring

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I came across this picture posted on FB of me and my KL girlies having a good time chillin in Bali. and on the comments section, hubs wrote:Jack Chan: if you guys are any hairy-er this pic would have looked something like this.... (and then attached this picture)   So jahat rite??

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I am 30 years old. I found my 1st white hair. Reality finally bites.

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People know I can get pretty obsess with something with I am totally 100% in it! Well... I was obsess with my TVB drama over the weekend.  Call me crazy but I did not leave the house the whole of Saturday and Sunday cause I was glued on my flat screen with lo and behold... 30 something episodes of Beyond the Realm of Conscience. So for two days, I was in my pjs and armed with snacks and hubs(

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I wanna thank some of my readers and friends for being absolutely supportive and positive on my recent "emo" phase. I am much much better now and recovering as the days pass. How did I snapped out of my "emo" stage? Well I need to thank my mom for "forcing" me to take up a meditation classes ... at first I was kinda ewww about it... I mean I am like one of the last person on earth that can

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....for a new start...a new perspective on life...

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Christmas 2009 and the New Year went by in a daze... I did nothing...why?? coz I keep asking: Have you ever feel that your life is all good....but actually it's not? But then again it is when there are so much more people worse off.... I had that wave of emotions for the last 2-3 months... I was happy with my life... what's not to be? I have a fabulous hubby, a good paying job, all material

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Something is seriously bothering me... and I can't seem to pinpoint what exactly it is. I feel anxious all the time....worried....angry....tired....sad.... I need to get to the bottom of this... I need to do some soul searching.... Till then....have a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year

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So right now I am too lazy to work or to look at my overdue files... I shall spend my time telling you about the Chiangmai-Chiangrai Charity Drive. The charity drive was organised by the Lions Club of Bayan Baru which my parents are tai laps active members, so that means I also have to ikut la... don't get me wrong, the member in this Lions Club are actually fun bunch of people... I know I had

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My life has been "siau" for the last couple of weeks and the "siauness" will continue till next year. Many ups and downs...so in summary so far, . I had fun during the annual Charity Drive organised by the Lions Club of Bayan Baru which was held  in Chiangmai and Chiangrai. . I had a terrible case of food poisoning which lasted more than 24 hours ( hubs sed my face was green and I was peeing

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...my life is...a havoc...

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I just realised... I AM HIGH MAINTENANCE!!!! ( I was in denial all this time thinking I was a simple woman!) Yes I just sat down this morning and I was thinking....damn...I spend a lot on maintaining my appearance ( and still look like SHIT!) by making sure I have my hair coloured (every 2-3 months), hair cut ( every month) maintaning my  nails ( every 2-3 weeks), facials ( every 2 weeks), body

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So...I am detoxing again! I seriously need to look good this weekend coz we are attending a wedding... and you know la... girls/ladies in Malaysia all damn skinny...hair damn nice...skin damn smooth! What do I have? Boobs..I love my boobs.... that's about it! Ok so... 3rd day int my detox-ing mode and out of no where hubby decided that he too have put on weight (which he has and finally has come

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November is here and it's gonna be as busy as October. It started with  a short trip to Bangkok for a Thai Buddist head monk's birthday and to settle the designs for the new condo which ended up as a makan trip and me contributing to the Thai economy! Will be heading back to Bangkok again end of the month for a bit of R & R after our trip to north Thailand. During our trip this time, I

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Just got back from Bangkok and I was kinda proud with myself when I did not buy anything "major" until I reach the airport! After the passport clearence and the custom scanning I knew Chanel was in front...so I told myself ok I will just go in and have a look at the Chanel Coco Cocoon collection. I was very dissapointed with it.... hubs said it look like a bag made out of diaper and for almost

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Halloween was a BLAST!!! I manage to embrace my inner Harujuku Ah Lian-ness when I went as a Harujuku ghost.... (some people think I was a 80s ghost.... but  I think I rock!! Hub went as I have no idea...but his charater was good as dead!

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The black bull won **&%##$^%^()

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